i would love to tell you.

i would love to tell you about the giant tantrum that eileen threw today...how sad and dissapointed that made me...

i would love to tell you about how i dearly miss going to mazatlan to the beach, how i long to just be in my parents- in- law house and just lay there, near the sun, near the sound of the waves breaking, just steps away from us...

i would love to tell you about how happy my sister melany made me when she just showed up at the radio station with a diet coke for me...i would love to tell you how i appreciate those kinda things

i would love to tell you about morrissey, cesar millan, rachael ray, and all those shallow things i like and im not embarrased to like.

i would love to tell you how happy i can feel, how sad and how scared...but i wont.


not tonight.